Everyone has a ‘fig tree moment’.  While scanning Youtube this morning, I came across a recent post by Dallas Jenkins, creator of The Chosen series titled “What got Nathaniel so upset?”  This was briefly discussed by biblical scholars of diverse faiths.  Nathaniel is an architect whose Synagogue design was totally rejected and reviled.  All Nathaniel’s intentions were pure, to serve God and His people… he, along with his design, was crushed.  Drained of everything he’d hoped for, hitting ‘rock bottom’, renting himself in the blueprint ashes, under the fig tree, was Nathaniel’s Fig Tree Moment.

Dallas Jenkins created The Chosen out of being Rock Bottom.  When we hit, languish in utter failure and futility, God’s Grace gets locked out.  And THAT is the GIFT!  We get to Be in that dark place before we open to the Beam of Light knocking on the door of our perception.  The Fig Tree Moment has two sides:  The dark and the Light.  But you must recognize that darkness births Light and ‘wait for it’ to show up.

In this twenty-first century mess of planned pandemic (plandemic), many of us have been separated from immediate family and friends:  They choose continued masking and getting the mRNA experimental shots, in-spite-of evidential data proving the harm in doing both. I refused to comply with either.  I have found my community of like-minded abstainers.  We are called patriots, Constitutionalists, researching websites for data to prove what is really going on, the hidden factors rotating globally. We search Telegram, Bitchute, Rumble, American Media Periscope… because all this information of truth has been banned from Facebook, YouTube, Instagram, Twitter, and even Google.

Alternative news channels have popped up all over the world.  Individuals singing the song of Freedom have emerged as the New Celebrity… if you were so inclined, you could spend 24/7 reading, watching and listening and still not cover them all.

What prompted this essay?  My last essay was written B C – Before Covid.  The last two years have been a torturous tempo of dark getting revealed by Light.  There it is again:  The GIFT of darkness getting shown up by the Light!  Humanity is at the point of critical mass global Awakening, yet every day we are subjected to more ‘shite’ getting uncovered… It’s easy to get caught up in the quagmire.

My 40 year old son and his wife got all 3, maybe 4 of the experimental poisonous covid 19 mRNA jabbs.  They never investigated the ingredients.  They refuse to listen to anything I , or anyone else, has to say about it, regardless of the evidence available.  They want to know nothing but what main stream media news reports.  The FDA had a hearing Feb. 15, 2022 about approving authorization for the Pfizer toddler schedules of vaccines age 6 moths-5 years to get the jab.  Their immune and reproductive systems will be obliterated, harming generations to come.  My daughter in law is carrying her second child, a girl:  At 4 months, using an invitro  frozen egg, created before their jabs.  Will it come to term?  Will she miscarry?  Will it be born with all black eyes and rapid development?  Will she and fetus suddenly drop dead?  No one knows.

No one knows if the first shot was saline, raw serum or the kill shot (which may still show up internally in two years).  My kids exhibited no injury or side effects and they got all three. The frozen egg latched on to her uterus lining, which has been shown in many jabbed women, to have peeled away and disintegrated.   Their life expectancy is 2-3 years after jabbs.  I live with this thought every day.

Today I had my fig tree moment.  Knowing about the Feb. 15, 2022 hearing with the FDA and Pfizer I found out WHY they are going forward with that, in spite of public outcries.  They want to authorize infant Covid shots because when that passes, the pharmaceutical company cannot be held legally liable for any vaccine injuries.  No family can sue them.  The companies are not held accountable:  Murdering billions while making billions of bucks doing so.

My first and only grandchild will be two on March 24, 2022.  He was born at the ‘inception’ of the plandemic in 2020.  Living with the daily thought of losing my only son to death from mRNA experimental shots, now  includes the that I could lose my grandson, also.

After days of darkness and feeling forlorn, I took a deep breath and faced my FIG TREE MOMENT:  I wrote an email:

“Good Morning:

As adults you are at choice for your decisions.

As a baby, Alex is not at choice.

I send you a brief video of 2 human rights attorneys speaking in congress with congressman Ron Johnson.

Leigh Dundas and Tom Renz are representing the Trucker Convoy in Ottawa, an event that raised awareness nationally and resulted in a national recission of all mask and vax mandates in the country of Canada.

The people of the Netherlands have been advised to get tested for a rapid spreading strain of HIV that was in the 3rd shot globally.  Many are testing positive.  The first shot had only 5 patented ingredients.  The second had 7.  The 3rd has more.  If you go to where you got vaxxed and ask them to show you the boxed medical instruction insert the vials came in, you will find them blank on both sides.  Moderna actually printed “intentionally left blank.”

Teenagers are dropping like flies after getting the shots.

Athletes are dropping dead on the field during games.

Airline pilots are dying IN FLIGHT.  Now they are not allowing pilots that got vaxxed because the company mandated them to do so, are NOT allowed to fly.

The data is out there.

The military keeps precise records of medical data and whistle blowers are revealing how the data is being altered. 

Between 2020 and 2021 when the shots started, injury numbers had soared through the roof: Some even 2000% higher!

This is a depopulation event.  You can’t turn back what you did to your own body getting these experimental mRNA/DNA altering injections. What’s done is done.  It’s time to do a deep dive into the facts and stop listening the sold-out tv news channels that are reporting lies and omitting what is really going on.  CNN is about to fold.  Rachel Maddow left. It’s no coincidence.

The rate of injury and death to children who got vaxxed (10 on up) is death and life long injury.  One little girl (5 yrs old) is now paralyzed and needs a feeding tube.

THE CHILDREN’S DEFENSE FUND is the best source to go to.  Robert Kennedy is an attorney who has devoted his life to the welfare of children injured by pharmaceutical companies.  

You won’t find anything on youtube. They have been 100% censored.  Go to RUMBLE and BITCHUTE for accurate information and videos.  AMERICAN MEDIA PERISCOPE is another site that has diverse reports.  I know the man who started that news source.

My school district has made over 50 million dollars from big pharma to issue mask and vax mandates to all teachers  and students.  I have the stats for every school district nation wide. Follow the paper trail and follow the money…  Joshua — you are an outstanding researcher.  Put your talents to work, with a view of saving your son’s life.  Once the pharma companies get FDA approval to vax 6 month -5 yrs, they are protected from getting sued.  There is no recourse after a child is injured.  Doctors are complicit also.  They are getting huge $ to issue shots. 

WE ARE AT WAR.  WW3.  I DIFFERENT KIND OF WAR.  IT’S DARK VS LIGHT.   HUMANITY IS AT STAKE and the tide is turning as more and more are waking up all over the world.  Billions are protesting peacefully.  You won’t hear or see any of that on the news.  THERE IS NO MORE SITTING ON THE FENCE OF COMPLACENCY. 

TRUTHFUL, REAL DATA is out there Josh and Monica.  It’s time to do a 180 turn around:  If you don’t, I fear the worst.  It’s difficult enough for me living with the concern that either of you could keel over dead without notice.  Dealing with the thought of a phone call from either of you about Alex becoming injured or worse from getting this experimental gene therapy injection, that will destroy his immune and reproductive system… is WAY too much to bear.”


That email is way too long.  They most likely will not even read it.  If I’m lucky, they (he) will go straight to the videos.  The first one is only four minutes.  The other one is Robert Kennedy’s website THE CHILDREN’S HEALTH DEFENCE.ORG.

I had to do it. Had to do something!
What would you have done?  Have you faced this dilemma with your loved ones?  Has there been a breech caused by this issue?   WHERE IS YOUR COURAGE TO ACT?!

All I can do is pray…. Pray that they wake up.  That they recognize there is something wrong with school districts making 50 million dollars following government mandated restrictions for masks and vaccines for all teachers and students.  Mine made $50,000,000 and counting.  Follow the money trail and follow the paper trail.  IT’S ALL COMING OUT NOW… ALL AROUND THE WORLD.  Hospitals are getting paid to administer Remdesivir when family members strictly forbid doing so:  Hospitals are the new Auschweitz.  They get paid $39,000 per ventilator placement, they get paid to list ‘died with Covid’, not ‘from’ covid – even if the patient died from a motor cycle accident and tested positive for Covid!   BOUNDARIES ARE DRAWN.  SIDES ARE TAKEN.  Nurses and doctors refuse to administer or perform surgery on people who aren’t vaxxed… patients who waited to get organ transplants!  And my kids know NOTHING ABOUT THIS!  They say ‘it’s all made up’ and they ‘don’t care’.  I’m just the ‘insane’ mother.

I take another deep breath and sigh… Hope my kids will out-live me.  When, in the history of Humanity at Large on earth, have senior citizens ever prayed for their children at large, as an entire civilization, to out live themselves?  It’s not like praying for individual family members, one at a time.  It is praying for the future of the Oneness, our singular human race to live a longer life span than we have experienced so far.

I pray that when you face your Fig Tree Moment, you summon up the courage to act as you need to, in spite of the risks you face by losing connection with your loved ones.  What else can we do?  Be in that moment of utter despair, utter darkness, fear, confusion… see it as our GIFT, our SIGN… and GO FOR IT ANYWAY!

FYI Update:

COVID-19 Brief: Military Whistleblowers

Three whistleblowers; Dr. Samuel Sigoloff, Special Forces flight surgeon Lt. Col. Peter Chambers, and Aerospace occupational medicine specialist Lt. Col. Theresa Long released Department of Defense medical data comparing soldiers’ medical cases both before and after the COVID-19 vaccines were administrated. The DOD data looks at DHA’s Armed Forces Surveillance Division (AFSD), Defense Medical Epidemiology Database (DMED), and the Defense Medical Surveillance System (DMSS).

In the five years leading up to 2021, breast cancer cases ranged from 500 to 900 prior to the introduction of the mandatory vaccination. 10 months after the DOD began to be vaccinated, cases jumped to 4,068.

In the five years leading up to 2021, female infertility cases ranged from 1,900 to 2,300 prior to the introduction of the mandatory vaccination. 10 months after the DOD began to be vaccinated, cases jumped to 10,713.

In the year before 2021, miscarriage cases were just over 1,500 prior to the introduction of the mandatory vaccination. 10 months after the DOD began to be vaccinated, cases jumped to 4,000.

In all, below are the case-increases since vaccines began in the DOD

Guillain-Barre syndrome – 551% increase

Breast cancer – 487% increase

Testicular cancer – 369% increase

Tachycardia – 302% increase

Demyelinating – 487% increase

Malignant neoplasms of thyroid and other endocrine glands – 474% increase

Female infertility – 472% increase

Hypertension – 2,181% increase

Diseases of the nervous system – 1,048% increase

Malignant neoplasms of esophagus – 894% increase

Multiple sclerosis – 680% increase

Malignant neoplasms of digestive organs – 624% increase

Pulmonary embolism – 468% increase

Migraines – 452% increase

Ovarian dysfunction – 437% increase


As an extra added attraction, here is my son’s reply to the courageous email I sent his wife and him:

“You really need to see a psychologist.”

Me: “I did what I had to do.

The rest is on you. I hope the outcome is everything wonderful!”

He: “Ok, I’ll vaccinate my kids then, thanks for the misinformation. “

It seems that only 5% of the Covid experimental mRNA shots are lethal; most people have shown no side effects or harm.  I can only pray my kids are not in that 5% statistic, since they have not experienced negative reactions.  But they would never tell me anyway.

The thing is, I have a letter that my son literally wrote to me and MAILED! Stating that even though he argues profusely with me, he still listens to what I have to say and at times, does what I recommend. Of course he would never admit that to my face.  With that in mind, I feel no guilt, no burden, no fear of future possibilities with either my son or daughter in law.  I did what my conscience led me to do.  Little do they realize the degree of courage it took for me to do it, the risk I took, the sacrifice I was willing to make to present truth over lies… leading to making better choices in the future.

Only time will tell… It’s hard telling, not knowing. Here’s to all our Fig Tree Moments.


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